Thursday, May 17, 2007

Back to kl soon..

ya..im going back to kl very soon..tis coming sunday..time really flies as my 2 weeks holidays have passed in a glance..wow..these few days i dnt really sleep well..slept quite late and woke up very early..i oso dnt know y lo..hehe...going back to face the coming challenge..i oso dnt dare to think of my coming 1 month plus special semester..just can sense there will be lots of happening..n somemore i have to get use to new environment..new ppl..n somemore tests n exa coming again..although my class is quite free..only take one subject..just feel that things will not go that easily..maybe i think too much..hopefully lo...so just pray hard 4 god guidiance and blessing..hopefully i will get someone to go 2 church with me every weekends as most my friends have gone back for holidays..but going alone oso can..hehe..k la till then..just hope everything will be fine..just miss kuching so much..oh ya..this morning just saw free tickets from kuching kl o..thinking of coming back again earlier july..maybe nia lo..hehe..c how ya..all of u there do take k oh..buddy thx 4 the accompany 4 this 2 weeks..hehe..hugs..

Saturday, May 12, 2007

Home sweet home..

Hurray..Im back home again after 2 months plus at um..in this short period of time..really a lot of things happened..a lot of challenge and difficulties i had 2 face..especially dealing with all kinds of people around me..conflicts that cannot be avoided when different people of differents characters meet..when people begin to work together, communicate...uneasiness, hurts, unhappiness and all kinds of feelings came..disappointed of cuz..but i suppose all this is giving us chance to grow...to learn how to cope wif..jus when to youth gathering the day be4..lord ans my prayer..one of the youth minister leader did share a story of her niece..yap she's oso facing problem dealing people..noe wot is her solution??great ah..just face every problem n difficulties with prayers..kneel down n pray hard..always keep this in find..listen to the word of lord..he will guide u throughout..with HIS guidiance..u will never lost ur way and there will be always a solution..and always stay in PEACE!!!SHALOM is the word that have to be stored in out personal cpu--brain!!if anything happens remember this word then things will turn the other way round..it's true..and always remember JESUS who died for our sins...praise the lord,jesus christ..
Yea..i have been back home for a week plus dy..happy to back home..but there's something in my heart tat make me cant really enjoy my holidays..it's a not easy gain holidays..really a lot of things happened and lots of effort to get this 2 weeks holidays...noe wot?tears even pour...really cant help it..our seniors never had such holidays as we have special semester that means we have to stay back after our final exam while others will have their 2 months holidays..for me whether there's holidays do not matter..but noe y we insist to have this holidays?it's because we only take one subject the whole 2 months..then we only have class in the morning from mon to thurs..each day only one o 3 hours class..arent this wasting our time??y dnt just pack everything in a few weeks??but malaysia system...we cant do much...i hv been coordinating this matter since begining of the year till now..although we successfully get 2 weeks holiday...i guess in between we did make people unhappy especially the office n some of our friends who dont wan holidays...sorry for that..but as what my friend said what hv been done cant do much..i always doubt whether this decision is correct o not..but i cant care much...we all already back home..guys just enjoy ur holidays..c u people in 2 weeks time then..a lot to go when we are back..i also dont dare to think..just leave everything to the beloved GOd..
i will be back very soon..although i miss home so much but still have to go back..lots of things to be doubt..dnt noe how to say..but this is my choice so have to be responsible for that..life is like tat de..face it then..k la...today mom's day..happie mom's dae..love ya mom..may god bless my mom who born me, dad, sis, bro n friends..hope tat they always stay in peace n happy owez..take k..till then..will be back if im free..hugs...